Well, naisipan ko ulit magblog ngayon dahil sa wala lang. Haha. Hindi ko rin alam.
Dahil siguro sa may nakita akong blog ng friend. At she keeps on updating it almost everyday. Naiinggit ako. Besides, onti lang naman din yung napapadpad dito sa blog ko e. So why not? Haha.
Anywaay, marami ng nangyari sakin during the past months. At for all those months, I can say that I've somehow turned into a a more matured person. I've seen and experienced a lot of things I never experienced before. Living here in the States is waaay more different than living in the Philippines. Most of the time, you can have nobody to depend on but yourself. Family and friends are just there to spend time, chat, and at least have fun with you. But at the end of the day, marerealize mo, everything depends greatly on you. Ikaw lang. Not like in the Philippines, kahit 21 na ako, feeling ko bata pa ako. Halos sa lahat ng bagay, inaasa ko pa sa ibang tao, lalo na sa parents ko.
Three months ago, I was this immature girl who was used to asking other people for her own decisions. I depended on other people's choices most of the time. Pero yung pagmigrate namin, sobrang nakatulong talaga for me to learn how to decide for myself.
It's not easy staying and continuing my life here in the States. Mahirap. Kulang na lang mag give up na ako. Pero naisip ko, wala namang magagawa yung pagmukmok ko e.
I realized it'll be in this place where I'll surely grow. He has His own purpose why He put me here. And all I gotta do is to find out what it is and accept it. :)
Pero syempre, hindi pa rin mawawala ang pagkahomesick ko. MISS KO NA ANG PINAS!
Everyday you wait is another day you’ll never get back again. 12:39 PM
THE WONDERLAND
And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you. - Lucas Scott, OTH
THE BLUEBIRD
Name: Chrisen Maraña
Age: 19
School: UP Diliman
Bday: April 03, 1987
I am:
cheerful : God-fearing : appreciative : fun-loving : carefree : simple : shy at first : friendly : affable : a Christian : childlike : paranoid : clumsy : basketball fanatic : talkative : an Assumptionista : a UP student : a "skolar ng bayan" : a lover of kids and happiness : a daydreamer I like:
babies : teaching kids : smiling : friendly people : meeting new faces : being in college : learning something new : night sky : watching movies : cartoons : shopping : rubbershoes : watches : jokes : caramel sundae : isaw : street food : Starbucks : chocolates : ice cream : playing the guitar : OPM : Christian songs : watching PBA : Paul Artadi : Oliver James : Purefoods : texting : Christmas season : reminiscing : having crushes =) I dont like:
backstabbers : plastic and nasty people : mayabang : immorality : being alone : rejection : crying : fights : being away from home : boredom : studying : vegetables : banana : frogs : cockroaches : yucky insects : pretensions I love:
God : my family : my highschool friends : my new found friends : Jackadz : my champion section : my blocmates : being at home : being with children : color pink : happiness : laughing : making other people happy : daydreaming : attending VCF services : mcdo : math : MYMP : life itself I miss:
Assumption : highschool : my highschool friends : jackadz : champion section : DEIR : JANELLE : KAYLA : my Theresian dormmates : my D5 blocmates : Los Baños : being with the most true friends : staying in a dorm : riding in a schoolbus : my highschool teachers : wearing my highschool uniform : having morning talks : being a kid
