Falling on my knees in worship Giving all I am to seek Your face Lord, all I am is Yours
My whole life I place in Your hands God of mercy, humbled I bow down In Your presence, at Your throne
I called, You answered And You came to my rescue And I want to be where You are...
In my life Be lifted high In our world Be lifted high In our love Be lifted high
Deciding for myself is one thing I’m not really good at. Oftentimes, I decide according to what others think I should do. Right now, I’m faced with a situation where my OWN decision matters, not my friends’ or any other person’s decision. This concerns my future, my life. And it has not been easy for me dealing with it. I have to choose between two very important things in my life. Mahirap. Sobra.
As much as I want to keep everything to myself, I just can’t. This is the only way I could let it all out. Badtrip. :(
Having all these things in mind is torture. It makes me worry too much, although hindi halata. I’ve cried for a few times already. Nakakahiya mang aminin. Naiinis ako. Why do changes have to happen? At bakit sa maling timing pa? Tsk. I’ve ranted so much already. Sorry.
My God, help me. All these things, I’m now placing them in Your hands. I know You’ll give me what’s BEST for me. I know You’ll never fail me. :)
Everyday you wait is another day you’ll never get back again. 6:59 PM
THE WONDERLAND
And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you. - Lucas Scott, OTH
THE BLUEBIRD
Name: Chrisen Maraña
Age: 19
School: UP Diliman
Bday: April 03, 1987
I am:
cheerful : God-fearing : appreciative : fun-loving : carefree : simple : shy at first : friendly : affable : a Christian : childlike : paranoid : clumsy : basketball fanatic : talkative : an Assumptionista : a UP student : a "skolar ng bayan" : a lover of kids and happiness : a daydreamer I like:
babies : teaching kids : smiling : friendly people : meeting new faces : being in college : learning something new : night sky : watching movies : cartoons : shopping : rubbershoes : watches : jokes : caramel sundae : isaw : street food : Starbucks : chocolates : ice cream : playing the guitar : OPM : Christian songs : watching PBA : Paul Artadi : Oliver James : Purefoods : texting : Christmas season : reminiscing : having crushes =) I dont like:
backstabbers : plastic and nasty people : mayabang : immorality : being alone : rejection : crying : fights : being away from home : boredom : studying : vegetables : banana : frogs : cockroaches : yucky insects : pretensions I love:
God : my family : my highschool friends : my new found friends : Jackadz : my champion section : my blocmates : being at home : being with children : color pink : happiness : laughing : making other people happy : daydreaming : attending VCF services : mcdo : math : MYMP : life itself I miss:
Assumption : highschool : my highschool friends : jackadz : champion section : DEIR : JANELLE : KAYLA : my Theresian dormmates : my D5 blocmates : Los Baños : being with the most true friends : staying in a dorm : riding in a schoolbus : my highschool teachers : wearing my highschool uniform : having morning talks : being a kid
