Wee! During the summer enrollment, I had decided to shift course. Even before the second sem of this year started, I was already sure that I’d shift OUT from BS Materials Engineering. The problem was, I didn’t know where to shift into. I had almost a year to decide on it. Finally, before the second sem ended, with the help of my Enggsoc friends, I was able to really decide to shift into BS Industrial Engineering. Actually, I first wanted to shift to BS Math (since that was my first course when I was still in LB) but eventually, Math started to hate me. Haha. Soo.. I struggled for quite a long time. Luckily, I had my family and friends to back me up in deciding. Pero sa totoo lang, IE talaga yung gusto ko ever since, even before getting into college. Haha ang gulo na. Pero seryoso. Yun, Math or Civil Engineering yung dream course ko. So anyway, during this summer enrollment, I tried applying for BS IE. At first, I hesitated since just by looking at my records, it was quite impossible for me to be admitted. But my sister, dad and two of my friends helped me in constructing a very convincing letter. A very big thanks to all of them! I really prayed hard for this. And God really never fails to answer our prayers. I GOT ADMITTED TO BS INDUSTRIAL ENGINEERING! Praise God! Woohoo! Actually, I’m not yet totally decided to take it. Okay, ang gulo ko. I want the course. Really. It’s just that I don’t feel that my parents are in favor of my transfer. Owell, but I do love IE. I told my friends about it and they’re all happy for me. Thanks to you, guys. Sabi ko sa kanila, ito talaga..siguradong mamahalin ko na compared sa Materials Engg. Haha jolog. Anyway, enough of the bright side (super bright, haha). At this moment, I am feeling really sad. Disappointed. I hate it. I hate it when I’m feeling this way. Argh. Mayka sent me this text message, and I’m soo agreeing to it. Thanks Mayka for making me realize small things (kahit na alam kong ‘di mo ito mababasa, hehe). “After you stand, try to sit. When you are tired, just rest. Try to do this in love. Don’t insist if it is not for you. If you can’t bear the pain, try to quit. Find somebody who will love you and if you can’t find, try to wait. Love will last when you know how to do the opposite of what it asks.” This is soo true. Bakit kasi may mga taong insensitive, manhid. I’m tired of being taken for granted. Ayown. Ang drama. Okay, ang jologs ko na. Sheesh. Enough. Basta, one thing I’ll do now is to move on. Char. Haha. ;p
Everyday you wait is another day you’ll never get back again. 10:43 PM
THE WONDERLAND
And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you. - Lucas Scott, OTH
THE BLUEBIRD
Name: Chrisen Maraña
Age: 19
School: UP Diliman
Bday: April 03, 1987
I am:
cheerful : God-fearing : appreciative : fun-loving : carefree : simple : shy at first : friendly : affable : a Christian : childlike : paranoid : clumsy : basketball fanatic : talkative : an Assumptionista : a UP student : a "skolar ng bayan" : a lover of kids and happiness : a daydreamer I like:
babies : teaching kids : smiling : friendly people : meeting new faces : being in college : learning something new : night sky : watching movies : cartoons : shopping : rubbershoes : watches : jokes : caramel sundae : isaw : street food : Starbucks : chocolates : ice cream : playing the guitar : OPM : Christian songs : watching PBA : Paul Artadi : Oliver James : Purefoods : texting : Christmas season : reminiscing : having crushes =) I dont like:
backstabbers : plastic and nasty people : mayabang : immorality : being alone : rejection : crying : fights : being away from home : boredom : studying : vegetables : banana : frogs : cockroaches : yucky insects : pretensions I love:
God : my family : my highschool friends : my new found friends : Jackadz : my champion section : my blocmates : being at home : being with children : color pink : happiness : laughing : making other people happy : daydreaming : attending VCF services : mcdo : math : MYMP : life itself I miss:
Assumption : highschool : my highschool friends : jackadz : champion section : DEIR : JANELLE : KAYLA : my Theresian dormmates : my D5 blocmates : Los Baños : being with the most true friends : staying in a dorm : riding in a schoolbus : my highschool teachers : wearing my highschool uniform : having morning talks : being a kid
