Argh. I don’t know what I’m feeling right now. I am mad. Disappointed. Pissed off. Sad. Regretful. Whatever. Mixed Emotions. Waa. I failed Math. =,( The moment I got my classcard, random thoughts hurriedly went inside my mind. “What did I do?”, “What will I do?”, “What’s next?”, “How will I be able to shift?”, “What now?”. Honestly, this failure ruined all my plans. And what’s worse is that I don’t have any one else to blame but myself. It was my entire fault. I admit, I didn’t do my best in every exam that we had in that subject. I focused more on my two other major subjects. I became lax. I assumed I can easily pass every exam. I thought I can handle the subject alone, without consulting my professor. I thought I could pass the subject since it is only a 3-unit one. Those were what I thought. I told some of my friends about it. And these friends helped me feel better. They made me realize that everything’s gonna be okay. There’s nothing more that I could do about it but to retake the subject and promise myself that I’ll work harder next time. Thanks to these friends who made me feel that I’m not a failure. *Salamat Marie, Eena, Nikki, Raven and Ate Con. You helped me so much. ;p “Uno na yan next time ha.” That was what my prof told me while I was about to get out of his room. This one thing really made me more determined. My friends are right. Everything’s gonna be alright. All I have to do now is get up from my failure, learn from my mistakes, move on and do better next time.
Everyday you wait is another day you’ll never get back again. 7:50 PM
THE WONDERLAND
And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you. - Lucas Scott, OTH
THE BLUEBIRD
Name: Chrisen Maraña
Age: 19
School: UP Diliman
Bday: April 03, 1987
I am:
cheerful : God-fearing : appreciative : fun-loving : carefree : simple : shy at first : friendly : affable : a Christian : childlike : paranoid : clumsy : basketball fanatic : talkative : an Assumptionista : a UP student : a "skolar ng bayan" : a lover of kids and happiness : a daydreamer I like:
babies : teaching kids : smiling : friendly people : meeting new faces : being in college : learning something new : night sky : watching movies : cartoons : shopping : rubbershoes : watches : jokes : caramel sundae : isaw : street food : Starbucks : chocolates : ice cream : playing the guitar : OPM : Christian songs : watching PBA : Paul Artadi : Oliver James : Purefoods : texting : Christmas season : reminiscing : having crushes =) I dont like:
backstabbers : plastic and nasty people : mayabang : immorality : being alone : rejection : crying : fights : being away from home : boredom : studying : vegetables : banana : frogs : cockroaches : yucky insects : pretensions I love:
God : my family : my highschool friends : my new found friends : Jackadz : my champion section : my blocmates : being at home : being with children : color pink : happiness : laughing : making other people happy : daydreaming : attending VCF services : mcdo : math : MYMP : life itself I miss:
Assumption : highschool : my highschool friends : jackadz : champion section : DEIR : JANELLE : KAYLA : my Theresian dormmates : my D5 blocmates : Los Baños : being with the most true friends : staying in a dorm : riding in a schoolbus : my highschool teachers : wearing my highschool uniform : having morning talks : being a kid
